Another year... another phase.. takes a long time to grow young.. :)

Today is my birthday..

just an ordinary day..

i always spend it like this...

nothing special..

but it makes me cry..

it makes me sad...

it makes me smile..

full of mixed emotions..

can you hear me...

can you see me..

nobody knows me..

nobody knows what my heart is saying..

nobody knows what I'm thinking..

nobody knows except for ONE...

the ONE who can see right through me..

the ONE who knows how I feel...

the ONE who knows my pain and suffering..

the ONE who knows ME...

the ONE who can see my mistakes..

He never left me..

He never will... He's always there to listen...

always there to help...

always there to provide...

He's my best pal ever!

No one can replace HIM in my heart!

Nobody's perfect but He is...

My best pal! My God! My savior!

I love you God... Thank you for loving me and always there to bless me even if I'm not perfect and worthy of your grace...

Thank you for this life..

Thank you for giving me life..

Lovin' life because of YOU!

Thank you.. :)

PICTURE is the only thing that can hold people together.. FOREVER... ^__^

I just figure it out while I'm looking at our family picture.. and after talking to some friends who have lost their loved ones..

I love photos!  I really do!!  And also love the drama photos bring... it can make you laugh, angry, sad and make you cry..  it's good at  preserving the moments, memories, funny times, special people, being with the people you ♥love♥ most.. and capturing special events in your life.. ♥ ^___^ that will surely make you miss those times and brings back the same feeling you had those days, the excitement, thrill, tears, drama..  

It just crossed my mind... because not every family is together or living together... either they work abroad, working out of town, lost their loved ones or even those who have broken families.. = ( picture is the only way that you can see them together...  sad but true... 

But sometimes photos can help you bring back the families together... pictures dig out the emotion that we have inside.. try to do it yourself and observe.. when you're looking and browsing with your pictures you'll notice yourself smiling, sometimes your heart pounds when you see someone that you don't want  to see, two reasons, happy to see them again... or brings back the hate you feel for them.. It's like in the movies that there are flashbacks! you can see yourself at that moment.. makes you think and measure how you feel for that person... is it still the same??  or it has changed???  or made you change your mind after figuring it out.. these are the drama picture brings to their viewers..

We see beautiful things with our eyes, we see beautiful people.. some have talents to pose, we can see life with our eyes,   we can show emotions through pictures...we can be hypocrites through pictures, we smile but sad, we smile but mad, we smile but lie, smile but cheat, smile but tired..we're are all good actors and actresses.. but blinded with what the Director wants us to do.. who's the Director anyway??? Of course it's GOD!! the one who knows everything about us and knows how the story will end.. The hurt , the pain and the sadness that we have experienced is all because we chose to be hurt, we chose to feel the pain, we chose to bring sadness when we all know that we can also choose just to be HAPPY by choosing to follow the script for your life! and we're all to blame for that.. because we all know that there's a script to follow.. so don't blame God for the bad things that are happening into your life because you don't know how your script goes.. better start reading it and understand it for you to be back on the stage where you can see the spotlights on you and make your Director be proud of what you can do.. :)

Are you afraid of CockRoacheS??? nyay!!!

Screaming!!!! Running away!!! This is what we do every time we see roaches specially flying roaches!! ewww!!

But I have something to share with you guys.. do you know that most of the people I know specially men are afraid and runs when they see one.. hahaha.. funny really.. Even my husband, his dad and some of the friends i knew  are afraid of cockroaches... Their reason is... that its just disgusting!! So... imagine each time I see a cockroach when I'm with him (I'm talking about my husband), instead of asking him to take care of the cockroach for me I'd rather runaway because I know that he's more afraid than I am.. (Sorry honey! ^__^) Seriously he's really afraid of them.. LOL. But sometimes He's trying to overcome his fear when I force him to.. He takes care of it specially when we are about to sleep at night and it crawls in the room and went under our bed! nyay!! I cant sleep knowing that it's under... what if it crawls on us while we're sleeping!!?? waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!  I cant... oh please!! well I'm proud of him if he catches it on his own ways keeping his distance O.o.. (using things that are long to keep his distance from it) ^___^ hahaha!! Why do I have this topic now... you know why... because it happened this night!!

How about you? Are you afraid of it also? I know I'm not the only one who have a husband and friends that are afraid of the night crawler!! ^___^

How I turned out to be a concept maker and a designer when needed. :)

We all have our talents right? I don't know a single person who doesn't have one.. so this post is all about ME doing things that I don't really do and I'm practicing for the first time.. but it all comes out naturally and ended really good.

Let me tell you one of the things that I did for the first time..

First is on my sister's wedding, she asked me to do her make-up for her wedding.. and so I did! :) Let me tell you something on how the concept was made, it all started when we picked the gown she'll wear for her wedding. Me and my sister Ash was waiting for her while she's fitting for the gown that she'll wear for her special day. And when we saw her get out of the dressing room, we both agreed that the goddess theme will best suit the gown she's wearing, cause she looks like one when we saw her. Simple but fabulous.. after that, we searched the web and find for some ideas on how to look like a goddess, accessories, make-ups. I watched the ways and got an idea on how to look like a goddess and goddess inspired make-ups on youtube. By the way youtube is the best source for the things that you want to know, there are videos which instructs you step by step how to do it, for those who don't know. It helped in so many ways, so I'm glad there is youtube on the web. :) After finding ideas, we now go out on the market to buy the accessories that she'll need to fit on the theme.

I used L'oreal Paris True Match Super Blendable Liquid Foundation G3 for her,since she's fair I used this blend for her.(Tips: To look naturally, try to blend it to your skin first before you buy, the closest to your skin tone, the better). I picked earth toned colors and shimmers, for the eyes, cheeks and natural lip colors. My sister have a short hair then so we braided her hair then put an extension.
 Here is the result.

She looks lovely right?? :) 

Here's another thing i did, this time it's for my daughter Alyzei. Her teacher listed her name as one of the contestant that will be joining the United Nations Contest at her school, she's representing the country of USA. At first I thought it will be easy for us to provide the costume that she'll wear for the contest since there are available costumes that we can buy at the market. So I went to the place where I can buy and pick the cutest costume for my daughter. But sadly after hours of searching to that place, nothing catches my interest. I didn't like it at all. So I decided to buy a jade green cloth, I'll just sew it for my beloved daughter. I want a liberty costume for her. Here is what I made just for her.

I think when you put your heart to everything that you do, it'll all turn out beautifully, specially if your doing it for the people that you love. I love my sister and my lovely daughter, that's why I want the best for them, and I want to do my best to make them feel so special.

My daughter's event at school will be on October 27, 2010, my next post will be the happenings to that event and I'll be posting the pictures too. Win or Lose I'm a proud mom. I hope she'll get the best in costume award. :)

Trying something new..

This will be my first post. This is my first time to start blogging since my sister and her husband has been trying to invite me to blog.

Hope that the stories, experiences and thoughts that i will share here will  give interest to others. Hope to inspire some with my experiences in life.

I'll be composing some of it soon..

Have a blessed day everyone. :)